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Searching for Solace

by The Ghost Inside

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1.
Going Under 03:30
Keep me from going under We’re blind to the brighter days. Can’t get a clear view of anything Storm clouds come creeping in. The time has come now it’s sink or swim It’s time to break from the lies that poison my mind I’ll sever the ties so long as I remember nothing is what it seems Running from everything. Just darkness underneath Keep me from going under Can’t find the air to breathe and I’m drifting out to sea Will you save me? Keep me from going under My thoughts are suffocated. Hung up on what to say No words, just gray. Displaced in my own headspace It’s time to break from the lies that poison my mind I’ll sever the ties so long as I remember nothing is what it seems Running from everything. Just darkness underneath Keep me from going under Can’t find the air to breathe and I’m drifting out to sea Will you save me? Keep me from going under Screams become white noise, the static is threatening Dead air consumes now the silence is deafening All the discourse has turned to a villainous scheme. This is a curse Wishing for words because the silence is deafening Nothing is what it seems Running from everything. Will you save me? Keep me from going under Nothing is what it seems Running from everything. Just darkness underneath Keep me from going under Can’t find the air to breathe and I’m drifting out to sea. Will you save me? Keep me from going under
2.
Death Grip 02:58
Feel the cold steel touch my fingertips I see the light but I’m not afraid of it So sew me up and put my bones back where they fit Don’t need a lifeline, I got a death grip You wanna play it safe? I’ll save the day We all know that fortune favors the brave Don’t forget this is sudden death With bones exposed that you still have to protect I still refuse to peak While you, you’re still trying to be what you will never achieve Let out your warcry and get what you came here for Pull the pin, I’ll stand and wait Won’t retreat. Force them to blow me away A resting place, won’t be doomed to stay You dug a hole but that won’t be my grave All pain, no remedy. It makes no difference Embrace the anarchy surrounding me I’ll build a forcefield from my enemies Anarchy. Anarchy. Surrounding me All pain, no remedy Feel the cold steel touch my fingertips I see the reaper but I’m not afraid of him I won’t bleed out, I’ll just rub some dirt on it Don’t need a lifeline. I got a death grip I choke the trauma down and still don’t make a sound Face to face with the end but I clench my fist Don’t need a lifeline, I got a death grip
3.
Light Years 03:24
Feels like I’m light years away but it’s just beyond my reach There’s the end, dead ahead, it’s better late than never I’ve been trapped all alone and it’s felt like forever Inside the void without a single light. Lost in an abyss that’s suffocating me I wait for the day to break. I gave more than I could take And I need a way out that’s more than a dream It feels like I’m light years away but it’s just beyond my reach Stopped again, sleepwalking, still so fucking tired Need a change, anything that will get me out of my own head Is anybody there? Still going nowhere. Gotta try. Do or die Nothing worse than being stuck in here I wait for the day to break. I gave more than I could take And I need a way out that’s more than a dream It feels like I’m light years away but it’s just beyond my reach By now I should be used to the uncertainty Can I outweigh the overbearing gravity? Inside the void without a single light. Lost in an abyss that’s suffocating me I wait for the day to break. I gave more than I could take And I need a way out that’s more than a dream It feels like I’m light years away but it’s just beyond my reach
4.
Secret 03:07
No escape. Doesn’t matter that I’ve changed cuz you still see me the same Open your eyes, that's how the past dies Don’t look at me like I am the problem. When we both know who's stoking the flames. I’ve been burned too many times before, so tell me who's to blame? I’ll tell you a secret. I’ve outgrown everyone you know but you won’t believe it Because all the time you’re sleeping, I’ve been dreaming No escape. From a never ending haze. You’re still blinded by the rage. Open your mind, leave the past behind. Pay attention to what’s right in the wrong. You never listen when I yell so… I’ll tell you a secret. I’ve outgrown everyone you know but you won’t believe it Because all the time you’re sleeping, I’ve been dreaming I’ve been burned too many times before, so tell me who's to blame? I’ll tell you a secret. I’ve outgrown everyone you know but you won’t believe it Because all the time you’re sleeping, I’ve been dreaming I’ll tell you a secret because all the time you’re sleeping, I’ve been dreaming
5.
Split 03:11
Another crack in the ice under my feet. Another cloud in the sky In the shadow of an unseen enemy but I’m not ready to die Am I paranoid? Can’t trust my eyes So close to giving up. Fear on overdrive It’s a vicious cycle. Got me spinning in a downward spiral (Am I losing it?) Vicious cycle. Inescapable paranoia. A threat on every side Another day looking over my shoulder. Another sleepless night. Losing my hold on reality. My world is starting to slip. Am I losing it? Am I paranoid? Can’t trust my eyes The fear is winning and it drags me down to another… Vicious cycle. Got me spinning in a downward spiral (Am I losing it?) Vicious cycle. Inescapable paranoia. A threat on every side Free fall. Devolve Vicious cycle. Inescapable paranoia. A threat on every side I feel my sanity split. I’m fucking losing it Another crack in the ice under my feet. Another cloud in the sky In the shadow of an unseen enemy. I feel my sanity split I’m losing it
6.
Wash It Away 03:34
I lay awake trapped in the same routine. Repeating over and over I look ahead and I start to feel the dread of growing older and older So what’s it gonna take to finally make a change I’m shaking like an earthquake It’s been building up and become too much Like the pouring rain, we can wash it away When you’ve had enough and it starts to flood We can break like a tidal wave and wash it away I hear the wind. A storm is moving in. It’s getting closer and closer. For all these days I’ve been my own barricade, I’m not afraid anymore. So watch me break at the shore It’s been building up and become too much Like the pouring rain, we can wash it away When you’ve had enough and it starts to flood We can break like a tidal wave and wash it away So let it wash away. So sick and tired of waiting Won’t stop till I’m bleeding. Break at the shore You gotta wash it away. So sick and tired of waiting Won’t stop till I’m bleeding It’s been building up and become too much Like the pouring rain, we can wash it away When you’ve had enough and it starts to flood We can break like a tidal wave and wash it away
7.
Cityscapes 03:29
All the city lights that I’m seeing, they’re the only dream I believe in I’m trying, I’m trying for you. Dying, I’m dying for you I said hello, I say goodbye. And I’ll see you again in the next life I’m trying, I’m trying for you. Dying, I’m dying for you Every time I feel the nights grow cold Your memory reminds me to stay gold And even though sometimes it rains, sometimes it pours This is a struggle. This is my storm All the city lights that I’m seeing, they’re the only dream I believe in I’m trying, I’m trying for you. Dying, I’m dying for you I said hello, I say goodbye. And I’ll see you again in the next life I’m trying, I’m trying for you. Dying, I’m dying for you And every time I feel the nights grow cold Your memory reminds me to stay gold
8.
Earn It 03:06
Listen up, I need you to hear me out so I’ll ask this question Think hard. Are you willing to risk it all to learn this lesson? Embrace the change. Sometimes in life there’s pain The things that give us hope can also take it away You say it won’t be easy. I know it never is Fight through fear inside me. Won’t dim the light in my chest I’m not afraid of falling so put me to the test Because I know that I gotta earn it You strike the match and I’ll burn it down Strike the match and I’ll burn it down The truth hits harder than the lie. You sealed your fate. You chose your side You take and you take until nothing is mine. But now I draw the line You say it won’t be easy. I know it never is Fight through fear inside me. Won’t dim the light in my chest I’m not afraid of falling so put me to the test Because I know that I gotta earn it You strike the match and I’ll burn it down I earned it and you didn’t. If you want it, come get it If you want it then come and get it You say it won’t be easy. I know it never is I know there’s demons out there. I lay them all to rest I’ve been to hell and back now, it’s just a place in my head I know it’s never easy but put me to the test Because I know that I gotta earn it You strike the match and I’ll burn it down Burn it down I earned it and you didn’t. If you want it then come get it
9.
Wrath 03:34
I pulled you out from a burning wreck. But I’m the one with the broken neck I took a chance and let you in. But it meant nothing in the bitter end As above, so below and now you know You can’t make me kneel. Tell me, how does it feel? When you play God? Tell me, how does it feel when you play God? I know your wrath isn’t real You thought you'd leave me for dead Just know there’s consequences when you play God Shadowboxing with my own fists. You’re placing bets on every miss I saved your life, tied the tourniquet. I should’ve let it bleed out on the pavement As above you make me feel so below I've had enough and I hope you know That your fate is sealed. Tell me, how does it feel? When you play God? Tell me, how does it feel when you play God? I know your wrath isn’t real You thought you'd leave me for dead Just know there’s consequences when you play God The only way to heal is to hurt more I’ll embrace the pain so you should brace for war How does it feel when you play God?
10.
Reckoning 03:47
There will be a reckoning It’s coming back again like a chainsaw. Ripping apart what’s in its path Coming for me but not this time around Cries of the past are beckoning. Calling for a reckoning When the hunter becomes the hunted, who will concede? There will be a reckoning Try to break me down. Cave in. give up. And start to dig the deeper grave Buried alive but not this time. Not this time around Cries of the past are beckoning. Calling for a reckoning When the hunter becomes the hunted, who will concede? There will be a reckoning I see it. I hear it. It’s mad I feel it and it’s coming in fast I see it. I hear it. It’s back. Right in my sights. Go for the kill shot No more time to hesitate. I must act fast. I must act now Cries of the past are beckoning. Calling for a reckoning When the hunter becomes the hunted, who will concede? There will be a reckoning Run. Seek. Find. Relief Hide from your own defeat
11.
Breathless 03:33
We have to follow. Go where our hearts go For better or worse, it’s both a blessing and a curse We hold on to every moment embraced along the way We need to see it again, live it again, hear it That’s all we can ask for It leaves me breathless.Takes all the air away from my lungs I wish this was endless. If only our song could forever be sung These days are numbered. So keep on screaming until our hearts break We can’t keep hoping for a change. Sorrow, we still don’t wanna know Life will not wait. It’s now or never I said it before. I’ll say it again So sing it again It leaves me breathless.Takes all the air away from my lungs I wish this was endless. If only our song could forever be sung And I need to find a way to keep it on repeat So that when I’m gone it goes on and on and on In this place, is my saving grace I know it’s my fate. Make no mistake Take it away, take it away. Take it away, take it away Sing it again, scream it again. Return my words to me It leaves me breathless.Takes all the air away from my lungs I wish this was endless. If only our song could forever be sung And I need to find a way to keep it on repeat So that when I’m gone it goes on and on and on It leaves me breathless.Takes all the air away from my lungs I wish this was endless. If only our song could forever be sung

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released April 19, 2024

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